visions of the future
I think I discussed a little in the past about Carrie's dreams, and how they can be prophetic. Well, lately she's having consistent, vivid dreams that take place in our future. And as she tells me what happens, I feel them, like they're really happening to me. My heart fills with joy and love, for a child I have yet to meet. I want to share some of those stories now, because they make me so happy. These stories take place in all different time frames, from him being a toddler up to around age 8 or 9, though they are infrequent in comparison.
In many of the dreams we're playing. He apparently likes to climb all over me, which is fun but not fun at the same time lol. But I certainly love to play with fun kids, so this doesn't suprise me. Ok, real stories :-)
in one dream, carrie is hearing this thumping sound, over and over again. She has no idea what it is, so she leaves the studio, and lo and behold, there's our boy running up and down the stairs! She asks him what he's doing. What's his answer? "Exercising" :-P what a little snot haha apparently he was bugging me, and I told him to do it. But, I did not tell him to run up and down the stairs above the studio, which would bother carrie! But it makes me laugh like crazy hehe
Another time, he wants to play my drumset in the studio, which involves moving things around. Anyone who knows a drummer knows you never move things without permission, never! But, he really wanted to play. So I sat down, and he sat on my lap. I worked the feet, and he played away with his hands. But he could barely reach, so it was hilarious she said. Just super cute! And, he's pretty good. :-)
One story isn't so fun. We send him to school at some point, and he's not doing well. I want to pull him out, but carrie wants him to stay to learn how to sit still and pay attention. We have a huge fight about it, apparently. So that'll be interesting...I'm a staunch supporter of home schooling, so I don't see this position changing anytime soon.
A funny element to all of this...we don't know his name. He's never had a name in any dream. We call him boy, or other nicknames. Carrie's even asked him what his name is, trying to get him to spill it, but he says he doesn't know. Sometimes he's called dean, but otherwise he doesn't know. And this is what makes me laugh, because we used to have a boys name picked out, until my brother named his kid. Carrie doesn't want to have a brilee and a riley in the same family, so now we don't have a clue. But, we'll still keep dean for a middle name, which is why that'd be the only thing mentioned. At least we have some time before we have to come up with one lol
Another little change is that sometimes this kid is a girl, but only occasionally. However, it's always the same soul, the same little person inside, just a different body. I think it shows some of the flexibility in this future yet. We have a good chance of getting a boy, but it could still be a girl. In any case, carrie feels that this soul is already hanging around, just waiting for the chance to be born into our lives. And I think she's probably right. Her gut instinct tends to be correct on this, and I feel so much love for this soul that I've never seen or met, it's hard to imagine feeling it for someone who isn't ready.
Anyway, what this all adds up to for me is this: I feel that our path before us is clear. I don't mean clear as in easily seen, but free of major obstacles. It feels that between carrie and myself we've managed to removed the major belief blockages that were keeping our dream away from us. Now that we're becoming 'blended beings' as abraham says, our path is opening wide for us. It really felt, yesterday especially, that all we have to do is put in the time to make it reality. A little school, opportunities fall into place...and it's all there for us. I finally understand what god talks about in the conversations with god books. Believe and feel as if you've already received what you're asking for. Because I can feel it...I already have it. I already love this child, he's real to me. This house, this studio...it's all real. and it's all with us now, and in time it will be physically with us. It's beyond exciting to me, and I feel so much gratitude when I think about it. The stuff that abraham is sharing with us is true, and it works, boy does it work. I encourage everyone to read the books Ask and it is Given and the Amazing Power of Deliberate Intent by Esther and Jerry Hicks, and Abraham. All of the books I read before helped me reach this place, but these are the ultimate key to life. You can check out some stuff for free on their website . They have free mp3 tracks that serve as an introduction to all of this, which are quite interesting. When I listen to these, I'm filled with so much joy and energy...I hope they can bring everyone else the same.
In many of the dreams we're playing. He apparently likes to climb all over me, which is fun but not fun at the same time lol. But I certainly love to play with fun kids, so this doesn't suprise me. Ok, real stories :-)
in one dream, carrie is hearing this thumping sound, over and over again. She has no idea what it is, so she leaves the studio, and lo and behold, there's our boy running up and down the stairs! She asks him what he's doing. What's his answer? "Exercising" :-P what a little snot haha apparently he was bugging me, and I told him to do it. But, I did not tell him to run up and down the stairs above the studio, which would bother carrie! But it makes me laugh like crazy hehe
Another time, he wants to play my drumset in the studio, which involves moving things around. Anyone who knows a drummer knows you never move things without permission, never! But, he really wanted to play. So I sat down, and he sat on my lap. I worked the feet, and he played away with his hands. But he could barely reach, so it was hilarious she said. Just super cute! And, he's pretty good. :-)
One story isn't so fun. We send him to school at some point, and he's not doing well. I want to pull him out, but carrie wants him to stay to learn how to sit still and pay attention. We have a huge fight about it, apparently. So that'll be interesting...I'm a staunch supporter of home schooling, so I don't see this position changing anytime soon.
A funny element to all of this...we don't know his name. He's never had a name in any dream. We call him boy, or other nicknames. Carrie's even asked him what his name is, trying to get him to spill it, but he says he doesn't know. Sometimes he's called dean, but otherwise he doesn't know. And this is what makes me laugh, because we used to have a boys name picked out, until my brother named his kid. Carrie doesn't want to have a brilee and a riley in the same family, so now we don't have a clue. But, we'll still keep dean for a middle name, which is why that'd be the only thing mentioned. At least we have some time before we have to come up with one lol
Another little change is that sometimes this kid is a girl, but only occasionally. However, it's always the same soul, the same little person inside, just a different body. I think it shows some of the flexibility in this future yet. We have a good chance of getting a boy, but it could still be a girl. In any case, carrie feels that this soul is already hanging around, just waiting for the chance to be born into our lives. And I think she's probably right. Her gut instinct tends to be correct on this, and I feel so much love for this soul that I've never seen or met, it's hard to imagine feeling it for someone who isn't ready.
Anyway, what this all adds up to for me is this: I feel that our path before us is clear. I don't mean clear as in easily seen, but free of major obstacles. It feels that between carrie and myself we've managed to removed the major belief blockages that were keeping our dream away from us. Now that we're becoming 'blended beings' as abraham says, our path is opening wide for us. It really felt, yesterday especially, that all we have to do is put in the time to make it reality. A little school, opportunities fall into place...and it's all there for us. I finally understand what god talks about in the conversations with god books. Believe and feel as if you've already received what you're asking for. Because I can feel it...I already have it. I already love this child, he's real to me. This house, this studio...it's all real. and it's all with us now, and in time it will be physically with us. It's beyond exciting to me, and I feel so much gratitude when I think about it. The stuff that abraham is sharing with us is true, and it works, boy does it work. I encourage everyone to read the books Ask and it is Given and the Amazing Power of Deliberate Intent by Esther and Jerry Hicks, and Abraham. All of the books I read before helped me reach this place, but these are the ultimate key to life. You can check out some stuff for free on their website . They have free mp3 tracks that serve as an introduction to all of this, which are quite interesting. When I listen to these, I'm filled with so much joy and energy...I hope they can bring everyone else the same.
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